Visiting dad for the weekend and getting frustrated by the slow Internet connection and the fact that I have to wait for youtube videos to buffer.

whatshouldmadmencallme:

On the outside:

On the inside:

hi-im-yana:

the story of my life

I’ve found myself questioning the direction I’m going and wondering if there’s something else.  Did I settle into something that shouldn’t have?  Is this not-so-great part between getting where I want to be or is it just wrong altogether?

What is passion and what is mine?  That’s the crux of the question.  If what I’m doing now doesn’t make me happy then what will?

I have no answer but I’m back to being tired of complaining.  If I’m worried this isn’t right, then go find something else.  No sure what that something else is?  Then go try a bunch of things and see how they feel. 

…you never know

and feeling less like a massive bitch towards everyone.  

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there is no real cause for it which is making it harder to shake.  I wish I could just make myself feel happy and move on.  I put on the happy face in hopes that pretending will eventually make it true but I crash down to the hard ground from the effort and feel all the more defeated afterward.

Just taking it one day at a time.

inspirinquotes:

“Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.”

-Buddha

Getting all the frustration out through tumblr now so I can make it through one more day around those annoying ass people….

basically me for the last 3 days having to sit in this stupid training class with guys that love to just share their anecdotes and stories about stupid shit.

I DON’T CARE!!!!!!!!!